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yodelling: (Well this is a pretty bad day)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-05-27 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I think we only broke out of it because whatever turned us into birds in the first place stopped. We didn't choose to. It just... happened. ...And yeah, a little. He doesn't really wanna talk about it much either.

[Unsurprisngly.]

No... I don't think so. They just come and go. It's not like- [like her other traumas] it's not like small spaces or anything. Nothing makes them come. They just do.
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[personal profile] yodelling 2020-05-28 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
...I guess you're right. Least it ended.

[Or... the transformation ended, anyway. Everything else still lingers, much as she's tried to shut it out. She offers him a weak smile.]

I will, I promise. [She genuinely does appreciate it. She knows he's dealing with.. a lot, and doesn't want to drag him down with her.] I didn't think about that... it might be a good idea. Talking it over with someone else who's been there might do some good.

[Because keeping it ALL LOCKED INSIDE sue did not.]
yodelling: (Being abandoned again)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-05-30 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's the worst experience, she hates it every time it happens to him.]

I know they'll need to know eventually. [She picks up what he puts down, glancing back at the house. ] They've just been so happy lately. I don't want to mess that up.

[Because lord know their happiness is always so fleeting here.]

It was... weirdly freeing? [Does she sound guilty about that? She sure sounds guilty.] I was still angry all the time, but nothing else was there. No memories of Emily or being in the box. It was all gone. ...But then I didn't have memories of any of you and that- I hate that.
yodelling: (Oh never mind guess not)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-05-31 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Don't much like the thought of that none. But I guess that's just how this place works.

[It's very much that feeling- of watching what makes him him vanish away like it was never there at all. She hates it. Every single time. She sucks in a breath, leaning against him a little, taking the comfort she could.]

It wasn't me, and I don't want it to be me. I just... don't know if it'll ever happen again. I sure hope not, but we never know.

[Thunderbird Jessie totally ate people.]
yodelling: (Yeah I'm the badass of this picture)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-05-31 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I know... I don't always want to rely on it, but I guess I really need it more than I realised.

[She doesn't want to use it as a crutch- she got by back home without it. But this place... well, this place knows not only how to press all her buttons, but can also create whole new buttons to press repeatedly. She doesn't like it at all.

She manages a fleeting smile.
]

I know that, too. I'm real grateful that you're here. It means more than anything that you're here. Don't reckon I could deal with this place without you here.
yodelling: (I kicked all the butt!)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-01 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Buzz. I'll do that, promise.

[Buzz, honey, stop taking on everything. It's too much. Buzz please.]

I'm pretty sure if it was just you and Woody, this place would be on fire by now. [She loves you boys but you are both A Lot. Especially together.] It's been so good to spend time with Bo again.
yodelling: (Casual lean)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-02 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[There are SO SO that bad, Buzz, come on. ]

Uh-huh. So you two didn't get into any fights while you were both... younger? At all?

[Her smile turns a little sadder.]

We just didn't get any time at all. I'm glad we got it here.
yodelling: (I don't like honey mustard you creep)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-03 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Buzz Lightyear. Oh, Buzz Lightyear. Jessie turns her head real slow and gives him the deaded look every musted by toy kind.]

You wanna try that one again, Space Ranger?
yodelling: (Yeah that's a heckin spork)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-03 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[U lil shit]

You know the other toys told me what happened when you and Woody met, right? You know they didn't keep that a secret? Potato Head pretty much yelled it at me on my second day in the room.
yodelling: (Yeah I'm the badass of this picture)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-04 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[She relents with a soft, amused snort, giving him a gentle nudge with her shoulder .]

So long as you're aware. I'd hate you to be living in denial over that.
yodelling: (You understand me voiceless horse)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-05 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[There are so many things they can bury forever, it'll be fiiiine.]

Oh, I know. Never thought any toy other than a Barbie could manage that, but there he is. Defying all explanation.

[Bitching about Woody is always a great time anyway.]
yodelling: (Gonna stay put thanks)

[personal profile] yodelling 2020-06-06 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
It's like his superpower.

[It's going to feel very empty for a very long time, she reckons. She frowns, heaving out a sigh.]

I know. And I know I'll probably get defensive and yell at him back. We've got a process.

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