You don't need to change your opinion until you're ready to. And I will always think that, no matter what happens. You're a very brave and kind person, Fern. Nothing will change that.
[he still blames himself. it's not an awful source of self-flagellation, god knows buzz is emotionally healthy enough to avoid that specific pitfall, but he still knows he failed in his duty, there.]
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And I will always think that, no matter what happens.
You're a very brave and kind person, Fern. Nothing will change that.
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[He wants to tell Buzz he's wrong, he isn't brave or kind, but he's trying to be better about that.]
i'm
just going to go ahead and take your word for it
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I support you the best I can but ultimately your opinion of yourself is something only you can work out.
Do you need to talk about anything else that happened last October?
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uh
just wanted to thank you for all the heart stuff
you really helped me out three
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If I'm being honest, I felt quite guilty for leaving you when you needed the company.
I owed it to you, if nothing else.
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you couldn't have known and October was hard on everyone
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[he still blames himself. it's not an awful source of self-flagellation, god knows buzz is emotionally healthy enough to avoid that specific pitfall, but he still knows he failed in his duty, there.]