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back at it again at al's toy barn ([personal profile] mrsnesbitt) wrote2019-09-11 04:05 pm

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laminae: (wrong)

text; un: fern

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-08 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Part of trying to do better means trying to be more open with people, though the thought of that is still terrifying to Fern. That's why he's trying to do this slowly, with people he knows won't freak out at him. He trusts Buzz a ton, and Buzz kind of already knows what's going on with his head thanks to what went down last October, so it makes sense to reach out to him now that he's no longer repressing everything.]

hi man
i uh
wanted to talk to you about some stuff
laminae: (nnnnope)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-09 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
it's

probably easier to do this over text


[Because he now remembers the last time Buzz encountered the Grass Demon, and he doesn't want anything weird to end up happening. Also? He's terrified and text is a heck of a lot easier to handle than a face-to-face conversation.]
laminae: (uncertain)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-09 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
ok thanks
um
you remember last October, right? the one from a year ago, i mean
Edited 2020-12-09 23:48 (UTC)
in_loveless_memory: (Eh?)

[personal profile] in_loveless_memory 2020-12-10 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh uh... December 21st. But it's not a big deal.

It never is.
laminae: (awkward)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-11 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
no
not uh right now
i'm ok

i just
wanted to tell you that it kind of
turns out i had put a lot of that in my mental vault
i was repressing it, you know? and i'm not anymore
soooo i remember all of it
laminae: (unconvinced)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-12 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
not going to lie, it doesn't feel great
i think it's probably better for me, though
the parts that made me ME didn't exactly go away when i became Fern, you know?
and i need to deal with it
laminae: ((SHRUG))

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-12 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
weeeelllllll
i'm not gonna repress the fact that i'm part
weird octopus
thing

also sorry for how it
he?
i was towards you last October
i was a jerk
in_loveless_memory: (Seeking love)

[personal profile] in_loveless_memory 2020-12-13 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
Honestly, I just want pictures with you and Woody-san, like I have with Jessie-san. That way, I'll have memories of you when you go.
laminae: (tired)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-13 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
he's me
or part of me, at least
as weird and creepy and gross as it is
laminae: (wrong)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-14 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks
doesn't change my opinion about myself
but it's nice knowing other people think i'm better than that
in_loveless_memory: (Simple Smile)

[personal profile] in_loveless_memory 2020-12-15 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I'm excited to hear that. You both mean a lot to me.
laminae: (wrong)

[personal profile] laminae 2020-12-17 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
geez

[He wants to tell Buzz he's wrong, he isn't brave or kind, but he's trying to be better about that.]

i'm
just going to go ahead and take your word for it

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