[Oh, she knows- she remembers his panicked stream of messages- she knows none of this is easy for him to hear and she winces outwardly. She doesn't like to hurt him, but she knows it needs to be said all the time.]

No. It didn't hurt. I think if I was properly alive before I turned it would have? But it was mostly... weird. And after that, I didn't really know much of anything. There wasn't much of me left in there. It's like trying to remember a nightmare.